On The Past

I'm not one to think that hanging onto the past is a good thing. Rather, I reminisce about the past. But once in a while, something from my past comes back and bites me... It happened today. Just a few minutes ago to be specific. And to be honest, my heart skipped a couple beats. I'm not proud of this, but I can't help but have all kinds of thoughts rush back to me. And now I find myself in that all too familiar position of not knowing what to do... How is it that I always manage to get myself into trouble without meaning to? My own head and my own memories and my own feelings do nothing but get me into trouble. And I worry that I hurt others in the process... So if anyone reading this knows what I am talking about or if I have hurt you, I am sorry, because I honestly do not mean to. Like I said, I get myself into trouble. And it is my own fault from my past.