Thursday, September 17, 2009

On All That Extra Pizazz...

So I refuse to let myself rest. I am part of so many groups, I hardly know what to do with myself half the time. It's like hey I have so much to do, what do I do first? So why am I blogging instead of doing those million and a half things that are actually pressing... Hmmm maybe it's just because I'm a procrastinator.

So not only am I a part of a million groups, I'm in charge of half them in one way or another... Between being VP of Student Government, Co-Captian of my dance team, a Dance Director for Drama Club, and a leader of the Pep Club, I am beyond busy. Not to mention I dance outside of school and do six hundred other things. And to be frank, it's starting to take it's toll.

The other day, I was taken out of my trio for the Nutcracker at my dance studio. To be very honest, I bawled my eyes out for about 10 minutes in the Walmart parking lot after calling my mom and having her yell at me to get off the road before I get in an accident. And then I got really mad. To the point of not eating. But then I got over it. Somehow, I just snapped out of it. I think it's because all the stress of planning Homecoming and all the other stuff just outweighed this event in my life. So I ate some of the "good stuff" and just got over it. And I have to say, I'm so grateful that I did. Because at this point, anything that I can take off my plate is appreciated. But I hope this blog also helps me.

So I'm done for today. This blog was spastic and random and did not really flow, but hey, I just typed what I thought. And it's pretty much how I feel. So I'm done for now. Enjoy.

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